Thursday, May 24, 2012

I am ME..it's that simple

Lately I have seemed to struggle to find where my piece of the puzzle fits. I often wonder what is wrong with me that my piece doesn't fit into this big old puzzle called life. Well, after to many tears and beating my head against a wall that will never soften, guess what??? I have finally decided I am ME!!!

I know that I am weird and I am so far from perfect, but guess what no longer will I cry or try to fit the norm. I don't and I won't ever want too.. Who wants to be that person that drives that car or wears that brand or for heaven sake worries constantly about what others might think. I have always marched to my own tune and I have often wondered if those around me can hear the lovely song in my life. It gets the dramatic tune, it gets the happy bird tunes, it gets the I am so in love tune, but most of all it is my tune and that makes me, ME!!

So, stop trying to be someone or something that goes against your true character and start being you!!! Today is that day that you kick or fist pump to your new freedom of being the one and only original you. If people can't take the time to get past the first impression guess what it is truly there loss. I can't think of anyone in my life that I don't love and admire. I feel blessed for every person that I make a new bond with and I feel lucky that they are willing to get to know me and forgive me for my imperfections.Your right I don't think like most and your right I am constantly doing my best to be a better person. I am here for my own personal journey to become the best ME. Not the best of what everybody else thinks I should be. I lived that life already and guess what at the end of each day I would collapse with a sense of failure. In the past two years I have really worked on being happy with ME in my life that is so perfectly chaotic. I wish that everyone could see what I see when I am with my family and friends. Yes, even if I haven't seen you in years I still consider you a friend and only what you to be happy. Learn to be happy where you stand always. Because you and I have chosen our paths and we will stumble,fall, cry, laugh, love, and most of all feel something greater than us. Take a moment and just be you!!

I know that I can't stand back and watch this cycle with my own three angels..So,maybe I have struggled with this in my life but guess what I know now a thing or two that might just might help my little ones.

ME IS A MAGICAL AND POWERFUL WORD!!!